Love Life, Hate Kittens

My last vacation was in Seattle with the boy’s family. It’s a bit of a tradition now since we’ve done it a couple years in a row. Yes. I know I’ve been to Vegas a couple times since then but when is Vegas considered a vacation. And it’s not like I remember it clearly anyway :-/

Some of it feels strangely adult. You know, the whole traveling to the pseudo in laws for the holidays. The weight of it. That you have another family now. Some other family that you can depend on. Yet, some part of me will always feel out of place. Like I’m on the wrong set of an ABC Family sitcom.That I’ll never quite get over…not depending on people and willing to accept.. things. gifts. help.

That somehow I take a strange satisfaction knowing that I’ve always taken care of myself and always can. Sure, one man wolf pack can apply here.

The stark reality is, I’m lucky to have a family. A oddly disjointed family that I love very much and a new perfect family that accepts who I am and takes me in as their own. Remember how I would always go on and on about how we never celebrate holidays and Christmas was met with Pizza Hut? They do everything. They bake turkeys, cookies. Talk.

It’s everything I ever wanted out of life. and all I ever wanted was… everything.

PS. Oh, the picture itself. Is self explanatory. 

Make that THREE photos that make me happy. I finally organized my closet. Yay me.

Yes. I only wear three colors and I have no qualms buying the same t-shirt. a billion times. 

my bangs looked popping that night.

and I can’t believe it’s already been a year.

30 days of photographic memories

day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favourite band/musician
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favourite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favourite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy.